Well. I got paid yesterday. And it's quite enough for me at the moment. I am so happy with joy. :) AND I'm going out to South Beach tonight. Woohoo. The first time in several months me going out to South Beach and clubbing haha. It's one of my friend's 21'st b'day and she wants to celebrate it with a bang. :) I met her while working at the Gap, she and I were hired at the same time. She's here in Miami for the summer to be with her boyfriend (who is SUPER hot) who is working for UM for the summer or something. Anyway, it looks like she is going to quit the Gap soon which is ironic cause I will have to do that too hahahahaha. First I found out she lives on campus like me-illegally though not with boyfriend cause I'm staying with good friends but then nobody wants me :( - and now this. It's really amazing. And funny. I hope we'll have fun tonight. I got paid for the first time in about five months and now clubbing. :) Great.

As for Gap Boy? Hmmmm. We'll see.

Pointless. Whatever. Fuming mad. Yes, I WAS in a bad mood last night. Reason? Gap boy. I went to see him, knock on the door and I swear he was in. No answer. I felt like a huge lemon. LEMON. I wasted my time for this shit. Granted it was 11:30pm but hell college students don't sleep early do they? Shiiiit. I was angry and I was ready to beat the crap out of anything. So I instead visit my friend Alex on another floor and hung out with him and his mother who is here to visit him. Anyway, I dun see the point in pursuing this idiot Gap boy. He's not even cute at all anyway, I'm just doing it because I just wanna have some fun and it seems he was interested in me. Now, oh well. Who gives a flying shit. I'm meant to be single for the rest of my lives. Sigh.

Today is work at Gap. I want money dammit. And that's another issue that is irritating me at the moment. That and father. When I go back to Malaysia. All hell will break lose with my father and mother. They will feel my wrath. Too much to go to into details but let's just say by me going home to Malaysia for the first time in five years is to set a lot of things straight with my family. I just about had enough of their shit and I will so let them know how I feel about them. This time face to face. I am so ready for it. Once I have everything settle, I might even disown them. Maybe not but I will most likely care less about them.

Whatever. I hate boys. Especially that idiot who does not bother to answer the door. Bitch.

Whatever. Last night went to see Gap boy again. Didn't stay long as he wanted to go shower and he had to study for his test tomorrow (today). At this point I don't see anything will happen between us. I don't even know if we're both on the same page. Fuck it. Will I go see him again? I dunno. I might do it tomorrow but I dun wanna look too desperate or suspicious. Man, what the hell.

Last night also found out that an ex Hurricane football player got arrested because he shat on some girl's laudry basket. Two months ago. I thought it could have been a desperate attempt by the girl for money but then this morning my friend (who knows the football players well) said that he is a lil bit loose in the head. Hmmmm. And apparently another ex player got arrested for DUI. Thank God my boy Matt Walters is not like that. I hope.
Oh God, gotta work tonight at the Gap. As much as I think I'm good at it, I don't really care much for it. It's not something you wanna do for the rest of your lives.

Work was usual yesterday at the Gap. I think my manager like me as she said that I do a great job in sales. I was at first sent to the fitting room-to fold clothes after ppl had tried them on (ewe!!!!) but she came in and wanted me to work at sales cause I'm good at it hahaha. I love doing it anyway, I just don't like folding clothes and putting them back in their position and my shifts usually lasts till the very end of the night. Urgh.

Nothing happened when I went to see Gap boy again. We were talking and getting to know each other but then he had a phonecall and he had to take it because it was something to do about him living off campus with his friends and they wanna discuss something (that's what I was told). Anyway, will I go visit him again? Sure hell I would. I dun get this sort of chance in Malaysia man. Damn conservative freaks! Anyway, I had to wait two days after the visit-dun wanna look too desperate haha. But tomorrow, I sure as hell would go baby! So...to be continue hahaha.