Well. It's been awhile hasn't it eh? Just busy. With events in my life. All related to Gap somewhat. Working at Gap has taught quite a lot about the retail industry. You know, when I go back to Malaysia I will continue on with working in the retail industry. Not doing crappy sales rep job but more on a upper management level like those ppl who decide what trends they wanna market, what material to use, what kind of promotion needed and all that. I think that's great.
I met interesting ppl while working at Gap. I met this girl who is the sweetest thing in the world-despite being overly emotional sometimes especially while under the influence of alcohol. But this sweet blonde thing has become like one of my cool ppl to hang out with. AND her boyfriend is equally hot. Oh he is just hot. There were times when I just wanted to get into his pants and there were times when my radar was pinging HARD. But after hanging out with them several times, I came to the conclusion that I am not an evil person and that they truly love each other. I rather have them as friends than to cause trouble.
Anyway, remember Gap boy? Well, lately we had really big sexual tension between us. But this boy treats me like a yo-yo. There will be times when I get the feeling that he wants me and he is inviting me into his boy sex realm. But then when I do go into it, he pushes me away. Granted he will be busy with his college work and stuff but seriously just tell me what you want from me. Anyway last night was the final night we can see each other before I leave here. Again it just didn't happen. I was hoping we could go out for dinner but he was busy with his Tap class and than he had to packed his stuff and he had a morning flight this catch today. So what are the chances of him going "hey wanna hang out?". Zilch. I was a lil upset about it but I got over it. I have other important things on my mind now.
Two more days before flying "home". I will miss Miami. I will definitely miss the life here. What lies ahead of me. I dunno but I hope it's for my own good. I'm scared.
I met interesting ppl while working at Gap. I met this girl who is the sweetest thing in the world-despite being overly emotional sometimes especially while under the influence of alcohol. But this sweet blonde thing has become like one of my cool ppl to hang out with. AND her boyfriend is equally hot. Oh he is just hot. There were times when I just wanted to get into his pants and there were times when my radar was pinging HARD. But after hanging out with them several times, I came to the conclusion that I am not an evil person and that they truly love each other. I rather have them as friends than to cause trouble.
Anyway, remember Gap boy? Well, lately we had really big sexual tension between us. But this boy treats me like a yo-yo. There will be times when I get the feeling that he wants me and he is inviting me into his boy sex realm. But then when I do go into it, he pushes me away. Granted he will be busy with his college work and stuff but seriously just tell me what you want from me. Anyway last night was the final night we can see each other before I leave here. Again it just didn't happen. I was hoping we could go out for dinner but he was busy with his Tap class and than he had to packed his stuff and he had a morning flight this catch today. So what are the chances of him going "hey wanna hang out?". Zilch. I was a lil upset about it but I got over it. I have other important things on my mind now.
Two more days before flying "home". I will miss Miami. I will definitely miss the life here. What lies ahead of me. I dunno but I hope it's for my own good. I'm scared.
posted by Leon at
8:31 PM
